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it was then she realized the stranger needed his own time
his time for himself
so she perked up, and put a smile on her face and walked away
looking back while he was staring at her he mouthed the words “thank you”
one day she’ll find the stranger she loves
but for now she needs to work on herself, and her happiness
so she has something to give him if he returns
or when she finds him.
as she walked away she mouthed “until then”
knowing somehow someway we’d run off together and be with one another.
than she got attached
he got distant
her plans were ruined
and he walked away
sad as she was she wiped those tears and smiled
because life gave her the great feeling of love
and once she is ready she will search for that stranger
the stranger who captivated her and hypnotized her with his smile
the stranger who simply walked away.
The smell was inviting. The scent was luring. My eyes would not leave you. The way you smiled, and the way you laughed was not only captivating but also terrifying. The things you could do to keep me gazing at your beautifully sun kissed skin. The way your eyes shine, and the way your smile illuminated the entire room. You looked at me with this haunting look in your eyes that was seduceable. Thus knowing it would be complete mamihlapinatapai. Thus knowing it will never be nothing more than this. Not only does it sadden me, but it also has a relieving aspect. For one shared look of desire in both eyes, but not a word was spoken. To only walk away, and hoping one day to meet once more.
Tonight I listened to the beating hearts of the stars. I listened closely to what they had to say. To find out only two of the stars hearts beat in the same uncontrollable beat unfathomable to any other existing star. To only come in contact to what I completely did not expect, to hear your star beating for mine. To see how our hearts collided to make one in sync rhythm. Out of all the stars lighting up our nights sky, only yours was shining for mine and only yours was beating for me, as only mine was shining for yours, and only beating for yours. It was only then I knew I had found one star out of the entire galaxy that decided to have the same beat as mine. Fate brought us together. Only now I continue to have my heart at the same beat as yours, and to go on with you in our own galaxy with everlasting eternal love.
With this everlasting feeling of agony and torment, I find it hard to believe there is anything left in this world that is worth trying for. For this moment, I choose not to fathom the reasons why this continues to happen, I choose to keep assuming that everything is fine. I wonder if this heart will finally be unbroken, and be out of this solitary feeling. But for now, I will continue to be without the love that I desperately need, and be sufficiently compassionless.